Never-ending adventures

It’s been a while & I have been thinking about writing something but my life has again become extremely adventurous, which is why even when I come online, I don’t have the energy to scribble anything on the blog. And let me tell you, it’s adventurous not in the sexy sense :P 

I have noticed that tyrants & bullies only target the weak & innocent. Owing to bad judgment, sometimes they target the wrong person who is neither weak nor innocent. As I always say you must not underestimate anyone, but lots of fools have underestimated me & will keep on amusing me for the rest of my life. When they make the mistake of affronting me, naturally I retaliate…And I have a history of putting up fights with tyrants, dysfunctional, rotten, lecherous folks & you know all of that helps in the long run. What I find equally amusing is that they complain that no one has ever talked to them in this manner before. Some of us are only scared of God…humans, & particularly bad humans aren’t scary at all. This is just too difficult to grasp. 

See you don’t have to have someone’s backing to be strong. Suffering, injustice, humiliation, insult, etc help you become a much stronger person. What I find unfair is that some of us have been in the battlefield for too long. I guess this is the price one pays for making different choices or whatever. 

Just because Z & I are often seen having fun & laughing, it seems to bother many & that includes only women of all ages. They are the ones who get jealous & are dissatisfied with their own lives. I believe it's boring when you have it all :P And unlike them, we also help out animals & do whatever we could about humans as well. But they expect us to remain sad but we have changed the trend. Now laughing doesn't mean one is happy but one is enjoying the moment. What else do we have? We seize the moment whenever we can. As it is we are constantly fighting this battle or that battle & it has been 20 years. I was a teenager when Papa passed away, but I remember that I could share my problem with him & the burden was removed immediately. Z doesn't even know what was it like cause she was just a baby.

I have been thinking that saying I love you to parents without meaning it is useless but if you have respect for them deep down, it means they have succeeded as good parents. I wonder how many could say this about both the parents.

One of the things thick-heads can never understand

I believe this is your basic right: “I am who I am. Your approval is not needed.” Anyhow, people in every age have issues with something or the other. Either they have all the time in the world or they are not satisfied with themselves. I see no other reason & even if there is any other reason, who gives damn! Honestly speaking, I have problem taking out time for myself. I think it must be luxury to waste time on others & to try to reform them in some stupid way. Anyway, I don’t think we need to justify ourselves to others for our choices. It’s up to them to harshly criticize or hate us for what we do!

I’m short-tempered & I thought I had reformed, because I manage to stay cool many a times, but two months ago, I realized that I’m still short-tempered. Z & I went for shopping at Forum & at this particular shop, there were just too many people & they were all trying out things in the open as the trial room was not available to anyone except those who didn’t want to come out. There was too much chaos. Z & I waited outside the trial room like anything & we wanted to buy sweater, so I thought we should just try it out right outside the trial room where we wouldn't even be seen by others. You know trying out a sweater is a lot different from trying out a shirt or pant or bra.

But this shopkeeper specifically came to me & said ‘Acha nahin lagta hai. Aap wait karlen.’ Which I couldn't understand but when my sister told me he said something like this. I was like people all over this damn place are changing shirts & one of the fathers was even helping out his 18 year old daughter with a cardigan & out of all people, he thought he should choose me to take out his frustration. And I had visited that shop a number of times. Anyhow, he went away & I asked the other guy as to what he was saying & then he again came & started saying the same thing. Obviously, then I lost my temper & there was no point to elaborate. And when I start talking in real life, I know it’s tough on everyone to continue with their shit. I just said, ‘shut the fuck up!’ And you should have seen that expression & I’ve seen that kind of expression a couple of times. Then I threw the sweater in that shop & nobody had the guts to say anything to me. And on such occasions, I always feel like a superstar on the set. Naturally those who target me think they can have the better of me, as they do not know my history. I’ve raised storms at the airport, Park Tower & anywhere they wrongly believe they can fuck humans who might not retaliate.

Anyway, I’ve seen lots of people putting up with shitty behavior. I think it’s wrong to let bullies run over you. Of course there are places such as the internet where cyber-bullies cannot be dealt with but in real life, things are different. Actually yesterday I told my mom about this specific incident at Forum, cause we have been hearing from nearly everyone that shopkeepers & such people have become very rude. At least baat tou tameez say karo but these people don’t get it. They give attitude to those who are being polite to them. Even at the airport, that woman was talking to my kid sister in such a bad manner that I had to intervene & it must have been a very bad experience for that lady. Just because you work at a particular place doesn’t mean you have the right to talk to people rudely.

Seven years ago, one of the guards at Park Towers was being very rude with my pal. Actually she had an accident & he thought she would run away. She wanted to park but he held her hand & twisted it. That was too much. However, when Z & I came out of the car, naturally everything changed. That was another scene on the set. On that specific day, I felt like Shahrukh Khan :P Maybe I have taken it from my grandfather & great grandfather as they were both in police. Even my father had a bad temper & people used to shut up.But the thing is…these cowards always target those they strongly believe who wouldn’t retaliate & in my case, looks can be so damn deceiving.

Anyhow, I don’t need anybody’s approval. Those who think they can make me feel bad need to be born 100 times & I can assure them they can never succeed even then. I have never taken shit from any of my fucked-up bosses, because I don't have to. My parents have wasted a lot of time on me & I’m thankful for that! I can be a snob at any day, any time. But I talk to everyone in the same way. I don’t need to be nice but if I’m being nice with someone, that’s goodness on my part. And believe me I really do not need anyone’s approval for being nice or wicked. Honestly speaking, I don’t like to fuck losers but sometimes they leave no choice.

I know it’s not a very great piece, but it’s 100 % original :P

Two Eight Graders Hanged Themselves In Their School Slumber Party

Two best friends named Haylee Fentress and Paige Moravetz committed suicide at their school slumber party in Minnesota recently because they were bullied by fellow students. Both the girls were eight graders at Marshall Middle School. Their hanged bodies were discovered in the school early in the morning.

Police believe they had a suicide pact. It seems that the girls had planned their suicide for a long time and had left proper goodbye letters telling their families that they loved them. They even left funeral details in their goodbye notes.

Haylee had often complained to her family that ever since she moved to the new town she felt ostracized and bullied.

In the last one year, Haylee made one best friend and that was Paige Moravetz. Paige was spending time in Haylee's home as her mother and step dad had gone for a 10 day vacation to Hawaii.

It is always sad to read such stories because bullying is a never ending story. Kids and even adults are bullied all the time. There are a lot of people who are unable to face the pressure and get so hurt in the process that they can no longer continue their lives. These girls had not even seen the real life and they ended up finishing their lives so soon.

It is interesting to see that although quite a few kids end their lives due to bullying every year but still not enough precautions are taken to prevent such things from happening. And bullies feel victorious all the time since bullies are never ever caught.