I believe this is your basic right: “I am who I am. Your approval is not needed.” Anyhow, people in every age have issues with something or the other. Either they have all the time in the world or they are not satisfied with themselves. I see no other reason & even if there is any other reason, who gives damn! Honestly speaking, I have problem taking out time for myself. I think it must be luxury to waste time on others & to try to reform them in some stupid way. Anyway, I don’t think we need to justify ourselves to others for our choices. It’s up to them to harshly criticize or hate us for what we do!
I’m short-tempered & I thought I had reformed, because I manage to stay cool many a times, but two months ago, I realized that I’m still short-tempered. Z & I went for shopping at Forum & at this particular shop, there were just too many people & they were all trying out things in the open as the trial room was not available to anyone except those who didn’t want to come out. There was too much chaos. Z & I waited outside the trial room like anything & we wanted to buy sweater, so I thought we should just try it out right outside the trial room where we wouldn't even be seen by others. You know trying out a sweater is a lot different from trying out a shirt or pant or bra.
But this shopkeeper specifically came to me & said ‘Acha nahin lagta hai. Aap wait karlen.’ Which I couldn't understand but when my sister told me he said something like this. I was like people all over this damn place are changing shirts & one of the fathers was even helping out his 18 year old daughter with a cardigan & out of all people, he thought he should choose me to take out his frustration. And I had visited that shop a number of times. Anyhow, he went away & I asked the other guy as to what he was saying & then he again came & started saying the same thing. Obviously, then I lost my temper & there was no point to elaborate. And when I start talking in real life, I know it’s tough on everyone to continue with their shit. I just said, ‘shut the fuck up!’ And you should have seen that expression & I’ve seen that kind of expression a couple of times. Then I threw the sweater in that shop & nobody had the guts to say anything to me. And on such occasions, I always feel like a superstar on the set. Naturally those who target me think they can have the better of me, as they do not know my history. I’ve raised storms at the airport, Park Tower & anywhere they wrongly believe they can fuck humans who might not retaliate.
Anyway, I’ve seen lots of people putting up with shitty behavior. I think it’s wrong to let bullies run over you. Of course there are places such as the internet where cyber-bullies cannot be dealt with but in real life, things are different. Actually yesterday I told my mom about this specific incident at Forum, cause we have been hearing from nearly everyone that shopkeepers & such people have become very rude. At least baat tou tameez say karo but these people don’t get it. They give attitude to those who are being polite to them. Even at the airport, that woman was talking to my kid sister in such a bad manner that I had to intervene & it must have been a very bad experience for that lady. Just because you work at a particular place doesn’t mean you have the right to talk to people rudely.
Seven years ago, one of the guards at Park Towers was being very rude with my pal. Actually she had an accident & he thought she would run away. She wanted to park but he held her hand & twisted it. That was too much. However, when Z & I came out of the car, naturally everything changed. That was another scene on the set. On that specific day, I felt like Shahrukh Khan :P Maybe I have taken it from my grandfather & great grandfather as they were both in police. Even my father had a bad temper & people used to shut up.But the thing is…these cowards always target those they strongly believe who wouldn’t retaliate & in my case, looks can be so damn deceiving.
Anyhow, I don’t need anybody’s approval. Those who think they can make me feel bad need to be born 100 times & I can assure them they can never succeed even then. I have never taken shit from any of my fucked-up bosses, because I don't have to. My parents have wasted a lot of time on me & I’m thankful for that! I can be a snob at any day, any time. But I talk to everyone in the same way. I don’t need to be nice but if I’m being nice with someone, that’s goodness on my part. And believe me I really do not need anyone’s approval for being nice or wicked. Honestly speaking, I don’t like to fuck losers but sometimes they leave no choice.
I know it’s not a very great piece, but it’s 100 % original :P
I’m short-tempered & I thought I had reformed, because I manage to stay cool many a times, but two months ago, I realized that I’m still short-tempered. Z & I went for shopping at Forum & at this particular shop, there were just too many people & they were all trying out things in the open as the trial room was not available to anyone except those who didn’t want to come out. There was too much chaos. Z & I waited outside the trial room like anything & we wanted to buy sweater, so I thought we should just try it out right outside the trial room where we wouldn't even be seen by others. You know trying out a sweater is a lot different from trying out a shirt or pant or bra.
But this shopkeeper specifically came to me & said ‘Acha nahin lagta hai. Aap wait karlen.’ Which I couldn't understand but when my sister told me he said something like this. I was like people all over this damn place are changing shirts & one of the fathers was even helping out his 18 year old daughter with a cardigan & out of all people, he thought he should choose me to take out his frustration. And I had visited that shop a number of times. Anyhow, he went away & I asked the other guy as to what he was saying & then he again came & started saying the same thing. Obviously, then I lost my temper & there was no point to elaborate. And when I start talking in real life, I know it’s tough on everyone to continue with their shit. I just said, ‘shut the fuck up!’ And you should have seen that expression & I’ve seen that kind of expression a couple of times. Then I threw the sweater in that shop & nobody had the guts to say anything to me. And on such occasions, I always feel like a superstar on the set. Naturally those who target me think they can have the better of me, as they do not know my history. I’ve raised storms at the airport, Park Tower & anywhere they wrongly believe they can fuck humans who might not retaliate.
Anyway, I’ve seen lots of people putting up with shitty behavior. I think it’s wrong to let bullies run over you. Of course there are places such as the internet where cyber-bullies cannot be dealt with but in real life, things are different. Actually yesterday I told my mom about this specific incident at Forum, cause we have been hearing from nearly everyone that shopkeepers & such people have become very rude. At least baat tou tameez say karo but these people don’t get it. They give attitude to those who are being polite to them. Even at the airport, that woman was talking to my kid sister in such a bad manner that I had to intervene & it must have been a very bad experience for that lady. Just because you work at a particular place doesn’t mean you have the right to talk to people rudely.
Seven years ago, one of the guards at Park Towers was being very rude with my pal. Actually she had an accident & he thought she would run away. She wanted to park but he held her hand & twisted it. That was too much. However, when Z & I came out of the car, naturally everything changed. That was another scene on the set. On that specific day, I felt like Shahrukh Khan :P Maybe I have taken it from my grandfather & great grandfather as they were both in police. Even my father had a bad temper & people used to shut up.But the thing is…these cowards always target those they strongly believe who wouldn’t retaliate & in my case, looks can be so damn deceiving.
Anyhow, I don’t need anybody’s approval. Those who think they can make me feel bad need to be born 100 times & I can assure them they can never succeed even then. I have never taken shit from any of my fucked-up bosses, because I don't have to. My parents have wasted a lot of time on me & I’m thankful for that! I can be a snob at any day, any time. But I talk to everyone in the same way. I don’t need to be nice but if I’m being nice with someone, that’s goodness on my part. And believe me I really do not need anyone’s approval for being nice or wicked. Honestly speaking, I don’t like to fuck losers but sometimes they leave no choice.
I know it’s not a very great piece, but it’s 100 % original :P
